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2008-10-08T18:25:00.001+08:00

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ViCtor

2008-10-04T10:29:00.003+08:00

" i may be heartless
but whatever i've did i have my reason and i cannot tell you..."

L: no matter how gifted you are, you alone cannot change the world.

V: gdluck to you, hope you'll find someone better. ty.

2008-10-04T10:20:00.002+08:00

爱像一阵风吹完它就走这样的节奏谁都无可奈何没有你以后我灵魂失控黑云在降落我被它拖着走静静悄悄默默离开陷入了危险边缘 baby~我的世界已狂风暴雨 wu~爱情来的太快就像龙卷风离不开暴风圈来不及逃我不能再想我不我不我不能爱情走的太快就像龙卷风不能承受我已无处可躲我不要再想我不我不我不要再想你不知不觉你已经离开我不知不觉我跟了这节奏后知后觉又过了一个秋后知后觉我该好好生活静静悄悄默默离开陷入了危险边缘 baby~我的世界已狂风暴雨 wu~爱情来的太快就像龙卷风离不开暴风圈来不及逃我不能再想我不我不我不能爱情走的太快就像龙卷风不能承受我已无处可躲我不要再想我不我不我不要再想你爱情来的太快就像龙卷风离不开暴风圈来不及逃我不能再想我不我不我不能爱情走的太快就像龙卷风不能承受我已无处可躲我不要再想我不我不我不要再想你不知不觉你已经离开我不知不觉我跟了这节奏后知后觉又过了一个秋后知后觉我该好好生活不知不觉你已经离开我不知不觉我跟了这节奏后知后觉后知后觉

2008-10-04T10:11:00.001+08:00

--aww...it broke...bad sign
--went to make a new specs, cool bah =X this is not la.

2008-09-30T09:31:00.010+08:00

yoz everybody!!! so long no update ^^ (in sch now)

today is the last day of september already~enjoy it =) tomorrow is a new month...new start. lol

yea...remind of the deadline of my final year project reaching nearer and nearer. jiayou~~~

actually many things happened during the times i never update here. haha

anyway... i can play basketball + pool + skating + bowling le...thanks to friends for teaching me.

recently enjoyed the show "hotshot" about basketball de...got the urge to learn some stunts...anyway...my style is also abit street basketball...hmm.

--this is just a random pic (taken round in may08++) of all mapler whom i know in my school, which is Singapore Polytechnic. haiz...why did you change so much... o well, nvm.

--6man gpq~ 'new' JVictor look--in school doing project~ ("z)
--skating at E.C.P
--skating at E.C.P
--skating at E.C.P

<--look carefully...there is not much difference between this 2 person. =.= "if i am childish he is childish too"

--sunny ViCtor~"i may be childish but i am happy"

I believe ,Fan Yi Chen

I Believe　当我在你家门口　下雨了　你看了也会难过
I Believe　你不说话的时候　也是一种　其实你在回应我

虽然不曾说　相信你正在懂　就算牵的不是我的手　我不真的难过

不知道在高兴什么　你的笑容　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么　只告诉自己　I Believe
你总会看到我　在某个时候　想让你陪伴的是我

I Believe　没有回应的时候　只不过　正好你在电话中
I Believe　语音信箱的沉默　也是一种　其实你在倾听我

虽然不曾说　相信你正在懂　就算牵的不是我的手　我真的不难过

不知道在高兴什么　你的笑容　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么　只告诉自己　I Believe
你总会看到我　在一切之后　留在你身边的是我

那延续太久的一时冲动　在你身后的独角戏　聚光灯没亮过
怀疑　是自己编造的内容　你从不真的认得我

不知道在高兴什么　你的笑容　有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么　只告诉自己　I Believe
一定会有结果　在很久以后　留在你身边的是我　会陪着你的人是我

who

2008-09-22T09:44:00.001+08:00

Get your own Poll!

2008-09-20T18:03:00.005+08:00

this feeling must put it down.

this feeling is saddess and empty.

the feeling of break up.

the feeling of loss.

yes i will miss you.

but this hard choice of letting u go will show how strong am i and how much i love u.

today is the first day after the break up. I dono how r u feeling but i hope both us can get passed it. and move on. yea move on, learn from you.

if possible, i hope we can be friends. stay happy

--bought 2 flyer tickets thought can go up with u
--on thurs, i waited but couldnt see u
--if u went up with me...
--took a lot of pics in this direction, perhaps your office is dere.

2008-09-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

yo all~ wa...headache...
fyp getting more and more tricky coz its reaching a part which i'm not good at. its none other than programming.

my results had dropped! i will work harder! >.<

take care all^^

<3 All it takes is just 3 seconds to say "i love you" but take a lifetime to prove it <3

2008-09-17T22:05:00.006+08:00

Semestral Examination Results2008/2009 S1

COURSE: DIPLOMA IN AEROSPACE ELECTRONICS
STAGE: 3A
MODULE CODE MODULE CREDIT UNITS GRADE

IS1006 INDUSTRIAL TRAINING PROGRAMME 4 A

LC0314 COMMUNICATION SKILLS FOR WORK 2 B

LC304A FILM APPRECIATION 2 B

ET0425 AIRCRAFT INSTRUMENT SYSTEMS 5 B

ET0420 QUALITY & RELIABILITY 2 B+

ET0424 AIRCRAFT RADIO AND OPTICAL 6 C+
COMMUNICATIONS

MM0251 AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING SCIENCE 3 D+

Semester GPA: 2.675
Cumulative GPA: 3.401

ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE

2008-09-15T20:37:00.011+08:00

happy mooncake festival everyone^^ belated

ytd was at this place...

wana find lala.

but recieved a msg "No.go away!"

that msg woke me up in some way.

at this moment in time, i guessed she is still angry with me. she cares for me thats y angry bah.

but one thing i must clarify: i dont use vulgurities. if u choose to believe ur fren i have nothing to say. Ironically she(ur fren) can take it when she herself use against others and others against her...but she cant take mine. worst is i nver use...was typing error.

this was what happened: (umeus was me)

umeus: f

i wanted to type

umeus:D

but i typed too fast and wrongly and they shoot me liao. i will rmb this thing for some time de. dont worry.

i did nothing wrong here. just wana apologised that i made u angry. know u bz still keep asking u watch the movie i did for u and about the dont "trust" matter. hope u will feel better soon bah.

anyway i got take some pictures in tkd. and also that time learn skates with classmates. learn so that one day can surprise her that i can skate le. but... ...

"sometimes i really dono who is childish"--heard in a train

--took with guildmates
--skating
--sit down is best
--fight^^

2008-09-10T23:50:00.004+08:00

just 5mins ago was "discussing" with lala about getting rings. so i was rather interested in it. i went to wikepedia to check the kinds of ring.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ring_(jewellery)

A finger ring is a band worn as a type of ornamental jewellery around a finger; it is the most common current meaning of the word ring. Rings are worn by both men and women and can be of any quality. Rings can be made of metal, plastic, wood, bone, glass, gemstone and other materials. They may be set with a "stone" of some sort, which is often a precious or semi-precious gemstone such as ruby, sapphire or emerald, but can also be of almost any material.

Ring & their usage

Aqiq ring
A carnelian ring worn by some muslims, especially Shi'ah, in imitation of Muhammad and the twelve Imams.

Championship Ring
A ring presented to members of winning teams in professional business leagues as well as college tournaments in North America.

Claddagh Ring
An Irish friendship ring. It is traditionally used to indicate the state of romantic availability.

Class ring
Worn by students and alumni in commemoration of their graduation.

Dinner ring
An oversized ring, set with non-precious or semiprecious stones.

Ecclesiastical ring
A ring worn by clerics and other religious persons, notably a Bishop's ring worn by an (arch)bishop of the Roman Catholic, Anglican and other Christian churches.

Engagement ring
A traditional ring worn by a woman to indicate her engagement to be married.

Engineer's Ring
A ring worn by engineers on the pinky finger of their working hand to remind them of their ethical obligations.
Eternity ring
A ring symbolising eternity with a partner.

Finger Armor Ring
Typically it spans from the base of the finger to just below the nail or middle of the second joint and includes a bending joint.

Magic ring
A fictitious ornament that appears frequently in fantasy stories and fairy tales.

Mood ring
A novelty ring which changes color in response to body temperature, using a thermochromic liquid crystal.

Mother's Ring
A ring worn by a mother displaying the birthstone of each of her children, and sometimes including those of the mother and father.

Mourning ring
A ring worn in memory of someone who has died.
Multi-Finger ring
Two or more conjoined rings, designed to be worn across two, three, or four fingers; popularized by hip-hop culture.

Pinky Ring
A ring worn on the pinky finger.

Posie Ring
A ring with a short inscription on its outer surface.

Promise ring
A small, inexpensive ring given to a partner, to promise not to court a rival.

Purity ring
A symbol of virginity in some religious cultures.

Puzzle ring
Interlocking rings forming a single band; difficult to reassemble if removed from the finger.
Pillbox ring orPoisoners ring
A Ring consisting of a pillbox fitted into the ring, either for keeping medication or poison.

Regards ring
A Victorian engagement ring with an implicit acrostic: Ruby, Emerald, Garnet, Amethyst, Ruby, Diamond, Sapphire.

Rosary ring
A rosary ring is a ring worn around the finger with 10 indentations and a cross on the surface, representing one decade of a rosary. The rings are used to keep track of place in the prayer by rotating the ring on a finger and feeling the marks.

Signet ring
An emblematic, often familial, ring, often bearing a coat of arms, fit for use to imprint a wax seal on documents etc.

Sovereign ring
A typically large, gold ring, set with a gold sovereign as its decorative feature.

Story of O ring
A ring inspired by the "Story of O", Pauline Reage's novel, in which the heroine, "The O" is presented with such a ring as a symbol of her submission.
Watch ring
A small analog watch to be worn around a finger.

Wedding ring
A ring presented in many marriage ceremonies to signify marital commitment. Originally worn only by the woman, it is now common for both spouses to wear such a ring.

can i just get a "promise ring" with dar? =) lol kidding =D

2008-09-09T09:57:00.009+08:00

第一次 first time

当你看着我 when u looked at me
我没有开口已被你猜透 you could guess even when i have'nt start speaking
爱是没把握 has no confidence in love
还是没有符合你的要求 or was i just not good enough
是我自己想得太多 or was i thinking too much
还是你也在闪躲 or are you hiding as well
如果真的选择是我 if the choice is me
我鼓起勇气去接受 i would pluck my courage
不知不觉让实现开始闪烁 without realising our wishes starting to shine

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候 when i first said i love you
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖 i could hardly stop shaking
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手 when i first holded your hands
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走 no idea where to go after putting it down
那是一起相爱的理由 the reason for love
那是一起死守 the reason for staying beside each other
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝 when i first kissed your cheeks
想要清醒却冲昏了头 trying hard to stay clear headed but failed
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口 when u first laid on me
二十四小时没有分开过 i felt you're forever mine
那是第一次知道天长地久 that was also the first time i felt eternity

是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由......对我

感觉你属于我 i felt you were mine
感觉你的眼朦 felt your strong presence
第一次就决定绝不回错 i knew the first decision is right

哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守

哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久

2008-09-08T09:40:00.006+08:00

happy 5th month
dono u still remember mah...
but i got do something for u. hope u'll like it.
dono how to give u too.
later after project then i decide.
hmm hmm
--when i in school doing project =P
--for dar =D

2008-09-05T23:39:00.009+08:00

yo all^^

lol

actually wana post with a nice pleasant feelings de...but spoilt liao. why leh?

coz i busybody lo. go train lala's maple character.

today in school project one whole day...same as yesterday. later show u some pics of our taskz...everyday must do something lo. haiz...rushing!!!

i was saying... o yar...dar was sick...so morning msg her. also no reply. its okie la know she bz and not well. i also know she tired in work. but what i not happy/disappointed was that...her first msg of the day,(nite), was to "scold" me let her fren play her maple account... and then so honoured, she called to make her msg even prominent... lao diao.

if she see this she sure say...u see u bitching about me in your blog again.

1) what for i play your account? ans: to help u achieve to L70

2) what for i dont want play my account? ans: to help u level.

3) why i nver touched my project? and nver showered, the moment home jiu help u level? ans: help u level.

4) why help u level? ans: see ur char wear the cute ducky suit and new weapon.

5) why wear ducky suit and new weapon? ans: make u happy.

6) why i dint signed out immediately coz i've already trained u from 0% to 93%. 7% more to leveled, any normal person will "y not left this % y don chiong?". anyway her friend also killed her. in the end, i also helped her to leveled.

7) i will need to think twice next time or still got next time before playing for her liao.

nvm... i am not a small gas okie...just a moment of anger that i must note it down. coz i got STM~ lol

anyway~~~~ Si josh...always show off his gf to me...always say her gf how gd how gd...say all the sweet things...zzz and bluetooth me this -->

lol...may their relationship last =)

--josh gf made for him de
--the FYP(final year project) task
--lala leveled^^
--human brain are complicated, really hard to understand

watch^^

2008-09-05T00:19:00.001+08:00

Get your own Poll!

2008-09-02T23:49:00.024+08:00

hi everyone...

have you all ever wondered what i dislike and what i like? its like so long i wrote this. i guess i wrote all this in people's autograph book in primary school! haha.

likes:

-pepsi twist
-kfc's zinger meal must have cheese fries
-cats and kittens
-my laptop
-my game, maple + audition
-guild dinastydevil
-my tkd
-my tkd uniform and belt
-my bed
-my basketball
-my bike
-my yellow glasses
-my blog
-my school
-my frens (1)
-everything that i owned
-animals
-ghost, horror movies and many kinds...
-likes to hear jokes
-like to sms
-like 'haha'
-dreaming of being astronaut
-money
-big big house
-lamboghini, yellow de
-space shuttle
-skies oceans desert
-typhoons wind hurricane
-likes to sing song
-watch videos in youtube
-enjoy watching action movies in cinemas
-batman's character and intelligence
-sushi
-yellow color

dislikes:

-smokers
-backstabbers
-idiot people (2)
-wasabi
-pork
-exams and test
-project, especially final year projects
-noise
-quarrels,especially unnecessary ones
-dentist
-blood
-insects, bugs, lizard, cockroaches
-do homework
-smelly smells
-beer...wine...sori i dono how to drink this
-medicine
-being sick
-liers

(1) qualities to be my frens
-kind
-cheerful
-helpful
-good listener
-good advisor
-cute
-polite
-know whats right and whats wrong
-hygenic
-well behaved, groomed
-funny and humourous

(2) qualities to be idiot people
-keep disagree-ing me without thinking of themselves
-smoker
-hooligan/gangster (not all,some belong to (1) )
-pestering
-disturbance
-nonsensical
-self centred
-selfish
-heartless
-un-charitable and uncompassionate
-'got reward/thing come find, no thing get lost' attitude
-over attention-seeker
-keep shooting vulgarities in public, likes flashing middle fingers
-attackers of the heart
-unreasonable

Qualities of my love

-love me, if not?
-trust me
-have confidence in me and our future
-be there for me when i need
-compassionate and kind
-respect me and love me for what i am
-cheerful
-healthy and pink
-kind hearted
-proud of having me
-reasonable and knowledgable
-kind
-well groomed as in dont use vulgar...
-good temper
-understanding
-forgiving and tolerance
-pillar of my support
-cute/pretty/normal lookin
-shorter than me
-give surprises
-give me security
-faithful and hope

P.S 1: of coz all of this are what i desired, it doesnt mean necessary means it must be like that. they is a saying. rules are dead, humans are alive, and if humans can create rules, they can change them too. Agree?

P.S 2: i've heard from somewhere, quarrels doesnt just happen coz of fault of one particular person, it includes fault from the people involve in it. (takes two hands to clap applies here). Agree?

P.S 3: i've heard from another place, in a beginning of a R/S, the guy will try very hard to win the gal, den gal will try hard not to open up, then longer R/S, the guy tired liao, instead gal now will want to stay in the R/S and get more from guy. is it true? Agree?

2008-09-02T23:23:00.011+08:00

hahaz
well well... happy september everyone ^^
though its 2nd today...yesterday 1st wasnt too pleasant for me. lol

lala was mad over me coz i was outside with friends and never tell her. lol. and then she starts her 'moody' mode. honestly its rather scary. serious. how i wish sometimes...she'll be more "endure". and understand me. not saying she dont understand me la.

all i can say is that she alwas feel insecure with me...and i am always a boy to her...and i know very little knowlegde.

1) insecure- frens...teach me. how to solve this problem. how to stop lala from spite-ing me when she angry. when she did that...my heart so pain. its like...wow...she says this to break my heart. anyway...teach me okie

2) boy to her- this i agree. coz due to my thinking...my image...my behaviour. does reflect me looks like a boy. actuali b4 we tgt, i told myself...i am 19 le...better be a boy now or nver. however, since with her le, i am determined to solve that...just that i need more time... frens, any idea how to improve me?

3) little knowledge- i asked a rather older person on this. and i kenna said back "hey u r just 19 okie...u think u can have so much knowledge than an older person?" actually i can have more knowledge, u know, traditional ways, read newspapers read books. BUT, who still do that? yes some. but i am not that "some". but i am sure...i know things that others dont, and others know things that i dont. help me on this frens...

Stella is a nice gal. and i love her a lot. but do all couple quarrel like how we do? i dont tink our quarrels made us closer. its makes me more scared. this is a kind of experience...very strange. i cant describe. but the feeling came from the heart.

facts that i cant change is: yes i am 19, she is 21. i have a nice family who cares for me a lot. i dont need to work to study.

P.S: lala...i know u will be mad with all my recent post, now we still got msg like 3-4 a day. u see this le sure angry liao. but pls forgive me...based on how i treat u, and everything. i just like to post about my life. and tell ya how i feel.

2008-08-30T23:49:00.017+08:00

hi ya^^ grats exams is over!!! hope they are fine =)
now must bother is our FYP. i dont really know whats goes on now...coz i...erm yar..dont really wana care...coz think of them 'suan'-ing me. but i will try to take initiative lo...i'm already not the vic that i used to be le. i'm sorry.

recently with lala...got problem. dono la...feels weird when she never msg me. ytd only 3 msg today only 1msg. though she change better le...but i feel so lonely...when refereeing at yishun sports hall just now. thats why msg her...but no reply. lol. almost quarrel on thurs coz i said y not send her the pics we took tgt to her phone...heng...nver. =) but i love her <3

--our shadow kissing
--actually dar is pretty, but got me so...i spoilt the pic?

anyway...ytd went RSAF OPEN HOUSE alone. lol so cool. i spoke to almost all the plane's people dere. ask them that one is wad...this is wad. isnt this wad. lol. then took quite many pics...70++? 4 videos. haha of coz i ask them help me take pics lo. sob sob. even at dere, i nver forget lala...i bought her something. lol this (haben give her, meant to be a surprise?)
-->
--nice mah? same color same picture^^

my temper is bad. haha...its been like this for quite some time. haha... i will try to control. hmm

"dono whether when she needs me i am dere for her? and dono whether when i need her she is dere for me..."

--a bird came to pei me study during exam period.
--dont jay walk (found this in school)
--my cat wants steal milo!
--steal le climb to my head?!

RSAF OPEN HOUSE (ALONE's TRIP)

--shoot you down!!! BLACK HAWK DOWN!!!
--what a big "caterpillar"
--blacknights wor, heard only 6 such pilots in SG
--yay..parachutes..like the yellow thing most =X
--zzz...shhh..these things makes babies cry!

NATIONAL KYORUGI REFEREE-ING
--wa...7hrs of referee-ing...still thinking whether tmr i should go coz...tired la...

2008-08-21T22:07:00.007+08:00

i am a weird person with feelings

i must pen this moment down..

right now i am very sad...i know i should be. coz she just sms me "we break up la..." at 9.06pm. today is the 136 days together. looks like our love cant sustain anymore le.

lol

let me recap some precious things:

i dont know for her...but to me they were precious...

1) i alwas told her this "no matter wat u do, think of me"

2) i will marry u

3) i will leave u if u r stress and unhappy with me

honestly...this relationship means so much to me. until i dont want to let go...i'm used to her scolding and everything. she did do quite many things sweet de. ^^ they will be my memories.

lastly...ty lala...for able to tolerate me...my temper my unperfectness my attitude my flaws and everything for the past 136 days. I've truly treasured our times tgt. now it has ended...i guessed i cant salvage anything...

i wished u will be happy and be who you are like when i first know you. you've changed.

"you have gave up your dreams to do the things you dont like to earn money, i am doing the things i dislike to earn money to achieve my dream"-from a film, Singapore Dreaming.

P.S: rmb this..if you are happy, i'll be happy too.

2008-08-20T20:27:00.011+08:00

yo all~

todays exam was haiz~~~no motivation.
it was AES-aeronautical enginnering science. to me was so hard~ haiz

wheres my lala? lol miss her o. 3days no meet le. i also realised no msg at all. coz mon and tues she called me from office...but today... ... ... nver hear her yet. she also nver wish me gdluck...must be forget le... =)

yea..headache~ hate study now~ tmr then i start on my two more papers which is next wed and thurs ^^ jyjyjy myself. AIS and AROC.

Olympics~ gogogo Singapore. ^^ i just saw tkd today~ eh..boring so few actions!!! i want see more!!! =D

P.S: recently lala delete me in frenster coz i did something out of rash. i post a comment "wo ai ni". sorry, becoz i was jealous... =/

--will this ever happen? i think it did
--hey kitty, no ice cream for u!
--my current status

2008-08-15T00:15:00.005+08:00

hate this week~

tues got test

wed got test

thurs got test

friday got test

so i force myself to study in the library~ show u pic later^^

--wheres my head?

--is this my head?!
--opps this is then my head =X
--i see a nice wall
--oO...this cant run out of my eyes...

dar~ wish me goodluck hao mah?^^

friends wish me goodluck^^

To DASE3A/03: JIAYOU FOR EXAMS OKIE^^ after that we can enjoy for all we want =) +U+U+U

2008-08-14T00:52:00.003+08:00

today was GEMS final test ^^ happy!!!
last night i spent a lot of time memorising~ tired tired! after test went with lala to polyclinic, coz she not feeling well.
It was very nice of her to bring me in to see her take blood~ coz need blood test. She asked me sit and watch...of coz i cant la...as her bf, i auto will stand beside her hold her hands and yeah...she scream~!!! lol

May she faster recover ^^

anyway who can guess this new blog song first is from where de earns a drink from me. This song is delicated to my dar...cant understand right? but to my lala...and me...we know many things cannot be understand~ if not we can stand each other for so long. HAHA. yea...sometimes i do wana give up~ but recently i heard this song...it's like giving me hope. like telling me not to give up. Yes we do quarrel...like what happens in the ____...but we'll get better~
i love you...i dont want us to end. please continue to be tolerant to me.

<3 just in my heart just in we together <3

2008-08-14T00:50:00.000+08:00

just we - 엠패밀리(m.family)

환상의 커플 梦幻的情侣 ost언제나 웃는 널 내가 울린 지 모르고 소중한 사람을 곁에 두면서도 몰랐어 눈물도 한숨도 시간이 해결해 준다고 너와 나 함께한 사진들이 나를 위로해 just in my heart just in we together 사랑한다 말을 할까 언제나 네 곁에 처음처럼 너의 손을 잡고 함께 걷고 싶어 just in my heart just in we together 기다림의 끝엔 내게 와줘 내게 기회를 줘 언제라도 너의 곁에 my girl 떠나간 빈자리 선명한 그리움 속에 뒤늦은 후회로 너를 난 또다시 부르는데 just in my heart just in we together 사랑한다 말을 할까 언제나 네 곁에 처음처럼 너의 손을 잡고 함께 걷고 싶어 just in my heart just in we together 기다림의 끝엔 내게 와줘 내게 기회를 줘 언제라도 너의 곁에 my girl 난 걱정이 돼 또 다른 사람이 너의 곁에 자리잡고 있을 까봐 다시 한번 나에게로 돌아와 just in my heart just in we together 다시 만난 너에게만 해주고 싶은 말 너를 사랑해 기다린 너에게 전해주고 싶어 just in my heart just in we together 돌아오는 그 날이 온다면 내가 돌아오면 [커져가는 마음 모두 줄게

2008-08-11T01:18:00.008+08:00

hi all^^ so long no update le^^

first i want wish Singapore Happy 43th Birthday =)

we are singapore...singaporean~~~~~~~~~~~~

and also wish me and my dar happy 4th months~ every 8th of the month <3

these days rather bz...studying? project? ~

today just went shopping with lala~ coz she got her pay~ bought so many things in vivo! lol...top to bottom!!! HAHA

omg~ exams are coming! i hate it!!!

let me put some pics!

--my fellow referee friends^^
--lala?
--me and josh presenting CSW
--gems movie??? indian de???

To: darling

This is for you,

i love you

2008-08-02T01:02:00.024+08:00

Let me post what happen in tkd okie? i think its rather interesting ^^
and perhaps this is another major turning point of my life... ...

The actors are V-vic (me), Z-lum (my tkd 'bro') , K-kent (tkd + karate + fighter) , L-lim (leader of K,X,Y + Sun's lesson) , X-X (their friend), Y-Y (their friend) , B-BC (one of them, but more mature) , S-sir (my respectable coach)

on 24 july, thursday night's tkd training, everything was as usual until 4 people came, which they normally dont come, coz they only train on sundays. They are the K,L,X and Y. They said they were coming to train for sparring tournaments~
meanwhile Z came down to "see see" in his home clothes.
L: Z ah...go change Gi and come down train leh~
Z: orh okie~
Then that Z never come down. After whole training, Left V,L,K,X,Y. K approches V.
K: Oi V...why that Z never come down...hum ah!!!
V: er...maybe he tired or wad...
K: eh i tell u hor...i very straight one okie...so i tell u...as long as one day he dont come down and fight me, we will always come here and make this place unrest~u better tell him~
V: u all is it got some misunderstanding?
K: WAT misunderstanding...he !@#$% kick gal's back la...no control la...$%^^&&
V: maybe he hit once...or not purposely de??
K: WAT not purposely...3 times!!! 3 TIMES not gu yi???
L: you better think b4 u speak...

(before that K also said V's his 2nd dan is put money on examiner's face then pass one la...everyone can do it... i'm afraid to say, not everyone has the abilty to pass.
he also said he dont respect those cant fight~~)

Z was V's tkd bro...friends for so long. what would he do? of cause he would msg and tell Z! moreover V told him he would go down with Z on sunday to clear the misunderstanding. Not very long after that... Z's father called V
Z's father: who wana beat my son up??? who are they to do that? i gona call my gang to come down...!!!
V: sunday we go down tgt settle it~

Few minutes later --->
BC: V ah...what did K want to tell Z?
V: he wana fight with Z...you better ownself call K ask him what is happening...i'm just a messenger

Few hours later---> on msn.
V got a zzz/pissed off feeling...
Z: V...is this somekind of joke? its not funny!
V: huh? what joke?
Z: BC said K was just joking~
V: u think i would bluff u? u think i will joke bout this? we how long de fren le? how long de bro??? HAHA... i'm totally disappointed in u~
Z: okie...i'll let the matter rest...S said that if always got problem, will close sunday's class..
i will also not go down until everything has rested~

++note++
who can feel what V is feeling? he protected his friend and get shoot back.

V decided to let it rest den.

on 31 july which was 2days ago, training night. V was busy therefore he did not go for the training until the lesson gonna end. He entered. To his amuse...he was surrounded by L.
L: who teach the yellow belt their pattern one ah?? so lousy! who ah!!! come! V ah..why ah!
V: ?! who teach one? i just came?! ++wth look++
L: not you teach one meh? Z said u teach one!
V: HUH? i teach one? u think i will teach wrong?
L: Z say one... (Z walked towards us)
Z: yar..their pattern so bad...so terrible~~
V: huh??? u think i will teach wrong? i teach them right de...if they nver do properly is my fault? the worst thing is...IS it i teach de? pls la...don anyhow say la... ++damn look++
I officiated in Inter-Jc i officiated in National poomsae com...u think i anyhow at dere? u think i will teach them wrong? ++shouting mode++ ++damn pissed mode++

L and Z just walked away coz they know the kenna stepped by me.

++note++
V was pissed coz lucky he went to training to look if not he would be accused by his tkd 'bro' - greater disappointment for him. Take note he mentioned yellow belts? it is just after white, and can say is the basic. In addition, V was only specialised in teaching color belt...maybe he say V teach higher belt wrong, maybe V will less pissed.
(lucky V's gf was there to give him support coz he almost went bonkers...)

After thinking for one day~... V felt that K's so called respect is childish~he didnt win any of V's respect and the Z's friendship not worthy to maintain so let the wind take it away.

V went to seek S's enlightenment and advices. He said V was too sensitive~ perhaps V's dint inform Z that matter everything will still be fine. In fact V could worsen the matter by doing so.
V agrees to learn from this lesson.

++note++
certain things when gone really means gone. That includes friendship. And that maturity does not depends on the age~doesnt mean if you are older you are more mature.

2008-07-31T00:56:00.003+08:00

"
yo all^^

thanks dear for listening to my "xin shi" about tkd~

its about me being disappointed with someone~

when i came to blog, i got many things in my mind i want to blog...all of a sudden i forget.

all i remember is this:

i love u darling <3>

thanks for coming to see me so late despite your working...tiredness...
"

this post suppose to be posted wednesday^^

2008-07-27T02:17:00.002+08:00

yo all^^

wed went to watch The Dark Knight with my dearest gal. lol...joker and batman pro o!

thurs went tkd~ sparring lo. zzz

fri~ went bugis walk walk with dar^^
before that got play volleyball with my classmates. sort of cold..coz raining~

"u are very precious to me~i dont wish to lose u..."

2008-07-22T00:25:00.002+08:00

-i want to study hard

i guessed my studies are affected~

have i passed my 2nd dan sir? >.<

tired~

2008-07-17T18:10:00.005+08:00

--bro's gift from taiwan =my pencil box
--greeny on my bag
--wearing the shoes lala chose 4 me
--amazing shot...another leg?!

++regrets++
1) i cant please my gf
2) i cant please g
3) i cant please lecturers
4) i cant please teammates
5) i cant please studies
i am useless hor^^

2008-07-14T00:16:00.013+08:00

^^
gdmornin^^

on friday~went to fetch darling home from workplace after school. hope she was happy^^
b4 that...me and ken and josh went to TUAS...to find a company called RS. it was very far. we took an aircon-less bus, therefore the journey was super smelly coz at certain area they were doing some things which gave off weird gas smell! grrr..irritating~~~in order to appreciate my member's hardwork...their picture is posted here.

--b4 we go
--after we go

++grading news++
got an unofficial news that i passed my 2nd dan!!! dont know true a not..but of coz hope it is! what i want as rewards are as below:

1) my dar
2) some planks for me to perform tricks
3) 2 gold strips on my black belt
4) oreo mcflurry
5) when i think le will put here

sat~went to yishun sports hall with dar...to watch her fren fight. for me i was more interested in see-ing how referees perform their duties coz one day i will do it too. (which was today). after that went their coach's house. then watch "hellboy". it was nice~~~

sun~went yishun sports hall again~this time wana be a referee de...dint get to perform much...but...more of socialising bah. lol!!!! coz many referees are actually "got seen be4" people^^ few pics waiting pauline send me. Maung pls remind her!!!
den met with dar. lol...i dint mean to ignore of u de...coz be4 we meet our msg like not very happy...so i scared later i keep making u happy = make u fed up. so i planned to keep abit quiet and just ask u play maple de. lol

let me post some pictures^^

--a pic of XL,super stressed over GEMS's project
--cute bah, yours for just $1.50 at FC4
--my injured arm
--my injured toe
--dar eating supper also so beautiful
--dar, u said this was scandalous>? i tot was nice
--this one sandal or scandal =PPPP
--^^
--dar you know whats this? who found this i give 1000000
--this makes me most pleased in tkd, i am referee for both the pattern and koyorugi!!!

2008-07-08T19:51:00.005+08:00

"
Love can make you do things that you never thought possible.
"-Phil Collins

happy 3 months o darling^^

hope u like the watch i bought for you, coz new job goes with a new watch^^ lol

wo ai ni ni ai wo ma? <3

--dar's hands!!!

=)smilezzz

2008-07-07T23:50:00.005+08:00

^^
firstly i want to grats my dar, for getting a job le...citybank^^ grats^^
reali happy for her.
by right i should...
by left i knew that means we will meet lesser.
lol...! so i kept telling her must take care. i love her <3

get back other 2 papers, quite bad...as expected. one 41 and 54. zzz. nvm..i will work harder!!!! =D

but one good thing is...me and my team had completed our AES report^^ sigh of relieve! now still got 2 more la. =/

anyway...today went home...dar was at my house!!! she gave me a surprise-->

thanks for all the effort darling...i appreciate it!!!

J4U dar: Its been 3months since we are together, you know why we've lasted, you know you are something in my heart. I treasure the times we are together, and i will continue to do so. rmb, whatever you do think of ViCtor (me).

2008-07-06T01:20:00.006+08:00

Hi all^^

grading just over!!! thanks sir and frens who supported me and also my darling stella who went with me. & she cried when its my turn. coz i was one of the last few, be4 me were very violent..as in the sparring. i see le i also ++open mouth bigbig++ wahaha...but she cried. sobsob. SAYANG o <3>
patterns i did was:
koryo
taeguk 8 pao jung
and taeguk2 E jung
lol!!! still okie bah..but sparring like get whacked de feeling. thats why dar cried....she xin tong =(...
really hoped i passed.

thanks darling for the beautiful day <3>

ytd...i hurted my toes quite badly...guess wad...she helped me apply cream and tui na!!! omg!!! ++touched++ thanks dar again!!!

school test i got back 2 papers out of 4.
AROC got 86
AIS got 82
those are which i studied just the day b4. so lucky...hoof!!!

take care everyone^^

2008-06-30T17:24:00.003+08:00

yo all^^

test was last week. i have a bad feeling bout it. coz i didnt utilise my holidays to study. lol...yup guilty. i am going to work hard ^^

o yar...5more days...to 2nd Dan grading. ^^ need all the lucks and wishes!!!...but i will work hard. btw...sir was kind...he bought me a thaiboxing t-shirt from thailand.

sob...sch open again...more tasks and project awaiting me.

i am sure i will be able to finish them, coz i have my dar's support =D

yay...ytd married with evangel1204^^ muacks<3
(post pictiures another time)

2008-06-30T01:17:00.002+08:00

Aaron Carter-One Better. (just for my darling,stella)

Give me a half a chance
I'll make you understand
That what I've got to give
Is so much more than this
Than you'll ever know
I don't say what's on my mind
But you'll find this out in time
Don't always open up
I'm not quick to trust
And let someone inside
I've got a lot to learn
Never felt this way before
But I've got to say what's right for me
You should know that I can
Be more than you will ever need
I'll show you something new to see
Yeah
I'll be the one you can believe
I'll be one better
Yeah
I'll be one better
You've seen some falling stars
You've felt a broken heart
Time is all it takes
Learn from my mistakes
Know exactly what you are
But I can't hang on the side
Had enough of all these fights
Got to get to you
Got to get this through
'Till you realize
I've got a lot to learn
Never felt this way before
But I got to say what's right for me
You should know that I can
Be more than you will ever need
I'll show you something new to see
Yeah
I'll be the one you can believe
I'll be one better
Yeah
I won't back down
No never, no never
You don't have to be alone
You should know that I can
Be more than you will ever need
I'll show you something new to see
I'll be the one you can believe
I'll be one better
Oh....
I'll be one better
Oh...
I'll be one better
Oh

2008-06-28T02:12:00.008+08:00

WHY DO I FEEL SO SAD WHEN MY GF IS

MISSING?

COZ

I LOVE HER!!!

I DO! VERY MUCH

I PUT IN A LOT OF EFFORT IN OUR R/S <3

AND I WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO... ...

PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR WHATEVER WRONG I
DID... ...

YOU KNOW I WILL LEARN AND CHANGE.

I AM NOT A KID OR A BOY ANYMORE, I AM A

MAN.

2008-06-24T16:25:00.007+08:00

THIS IS HOW WE MISS OUT SOMETHING CALLED 'LIFE'

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter. The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its color and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband. When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just five words.

QUESTIONS :

1. What were the five words ?

2. What is the implication of this story?

ANSWER :The husband just said 'I am with you Darling'

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened. No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.
If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world. 'A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step'. Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiving, selfishness, and fears. And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

MORAL OF THE STORY:

Sometimes we spend time in asking who is responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. By this way we miss out something called L.I.F.E

(thanks Umar for the nice forward msg)

2008-06-21T00:51:00.005+08:00

wa~so long no update, anyone missed me? i think everyone missed me...coz u all4get me means missed me liao =(...

nvm...
2more days to test...what a messed up 3weeks holidays,lol
sorry to everyone i will disappoint when i failing the 4 papers next week (MST).

anyway...
Sir went thailand for one week...and i and lum and sometimes andrew went to his training places to teach. i realised i am not really a gd instructor. sob.
i will just briefly describe:

Chiltern: poor attendance. theres a white belt...he did still okie...but i felt he can do better

Yew tee: gd attendance. punish ppl do push-up...kept suaning them lousy. and there was a 3yr old gal. at first still got patience to teach and guide her... after a while i just give up and teach others. she kept running away and not listening at all.

Phs: great, perhaps they are more mature and can listen, felt respected. so i found out they going competition, me and lum stayed extra 2 hrs to help them. hope they win. JIAYOU!!!

Ciyuan: my fave. coz this is where i grew in. when i train them, i put myself as a senior. so if anyone try to mess around, i will kick their butt. lol =X kidding. i checked their pattern, if they did what they did that time in grading...i'm pretty sure they will pass^^

Chiltern: better attendance. but they very proud...live in condo rich sia...proud lo. tried to correct them, they keep asking me is it real or not. damn it. zzz

lol...i am not a gd instructor bah^^ anything you all said bah.
my goal and stand as a instructor: To Teach Student The Right Stuff According to what i've learnt from WTF,STF, and my coach (timothy goh) and my fellow tkd friends.
thats my own...logo? =)

SIR!!!...guide me. teach me how you can TAHAN all this students...how u teach that 3 yrs old? and teach those trouble students!!! lol.
anyway...thanks to lum and andrew for all the help =)

btw: i passed my kyorugi referee,http://www.stf.sg/modules/news/article.php?storyid=364, i am going grading in 3 weeks, during hols i officiate a national poomsae com.
so i am a National Kyorugi and Poomsae Referee =P

one reason why i nver update is becoz...bring laptop go repair.

feeling stressed now...anyone knows? i feel like i can tell no one. lol. if u think i can share my problems with ya...pls msg me and tell me =XX

darling just tell me gdnite...
ViC: muacks i love u stella <3>
where got gf luff bf pronounciation got problem de =/
she luff me cannot pronouce "monk" --> "monk-ey" =/

2008-06-12T11:47:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry darling for always making you unhappy.

but

i wont give up on our r/s yet

unless i know its becoz you're with me that causes ya to be stress and unhappy.

2008-06-10T18:32:00.005+08:00

" I will be your smartest EX!!! !@#$%^&"

lol, i cant help...these words always appeared in my mind. Its so hurtful. Imagine someone u love so much said that to you.

anyway, sat and sun went to the Kyorugi course. fun fun! learn many things to be a referee.

this sat is test! hope i pass!

i made some friends while i was there and they shared many interesting experiences in their tkd lifes =)

one thing i learn was to count 1-10 in korean when the player get knocked down or knocked out.

its goes like this

ha-nah

duhl

seht

neht

da-seot

yeo-seot

ll-gop

yeo-dul

a-hop

yeol

ytd went to meet darling^^ celebrate a one day's late 2nd month. =)hope you had a nice day ^^

take care everyone =)

2008-06-07T10:29:00.001+08:00

North's The Day Before

A day that takes eternity
Or a Year that seems to fly
It feels as if the past has stopped
The future passed by
If I could turn back yesterday
If I could make you mineWould have said the things I couldnt say
If I cout turn back time
But I know things now that I never though I'd see
I Could have been the one you wanted me to be

[Chorus]
Take me back through the time that's over
Take me back to days gone by
Wish that I could take you back and feel you standing by my side
Make me more than just a memoryS
omeone that you cant ignore
Take me back to when you loved me yesterday
To the day before

I wonder where we could have been
If we had read beetween the lines
I should have done things differently
We should have seen the signs
If time with you were standing still
But years could pass us by
I could have said the things I meant to say
I'd never need to try
But I know things now that I never though I would
I could have been the man you though you understood

[Chorus]
Take me back through the time that's over
Take me back to days gone by
Wish that I could take you back and feel you standing by my side
Make me more than just a memory
Someone that you cant ignore
Take me back to when you loved me yesterday
To the day before

Through the pleasure and the pain
If I'd had the chance
You know that I would do it all again

[Chorus]
Take me back through the time that's over
Take me back to days gone by
Wish that I could take you back and feel you standing by my side
Make me more than just a memory
Someone that you cant ignore
Take me back to when you loved me yesterday
To the day before

2008-06-06T11:02:00.005+08:00

To: my darling, stella <3

＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打MSN聊天到很晚。

男朋友：半夜看妳還在MSN上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。

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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。

男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。

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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。

男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。

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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。

男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。

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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。

男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。

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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。

男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。

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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。

男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。

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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。

男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

★我要把幸福裝滿.連同我......一起送給你～。。☆

~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~

最真摯滴愛情不需要承諾
注定緣份滴情人不需要約定
只要真心真意滴對待眼前滴你‧‧‧‧
只願陪伴著你直到你不愛你‧‧‧‧‧

(thanks wan ping for the nice forward email)

2008-06-05T00:04:00.007+08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAYS for me^^
but i had spent my first 2days in school doing my final year project(fyp), and today the 3rd, went to SIA engineering company to get more information for our fyp. o yar...monday i burnt my left hand's finger with the soldering iron...
so careless!!! =(

haha
stella dar nver go clubbing instead she came meet me >.<>
while senting her home...she...lol...vandalised. she did it on a just done cement...and carved out some words~~
first notti task tgt!

btw~in tkd. yea..going grading. will be going officiate 2nd national poomsae competition. lol! bz o.
i will roughly put it here^^
7-jun kyorugi 6pm-9.30pm
8-jun kyorugi 1pm-9.30pm
13-jun teach at chiltern park 7.45pm-9.15pm
14-jun teach at chi studio 2.30-3.30pm
kyorugi test 6pm-9.30pm
15-jun officiate 2nd national poomsae com.
16-jun teach at yew tee 8pm-9.30pm
18-jun teach at peace mansion 5pm-6.30pm
19-jun teach at PHS 2pm-3.30pm
teach at ciyuan 8pm-9.30pm
23 jun Q & R test 1.30pm-3pm
24 jun AROC test 8.30am-10am
25 jun AIS test 8.30am-10am
26 jun AES test 1.30pm-3pm

many got to teach as my Sir is going tour...so asked me for help =)

haha!!! test test test!!! gdluck to me...need to buck up in this holidays! but look on top so many things!!! =(... sort of worry.

anyway till here^^ do take care everyone^^

2008-06-01T08:49:00.003+08:00

THE DONKEY ATTITUDE

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to becovered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbours to come ! over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkeyrealized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbours continued to shovel dirt on top of theanimal,he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!

MORAL :Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:

1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.

2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.

3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.

4. Give more.

5. Expect less

CHEERs.... Life is never what you think, Be Happy live Simple <3

--looks like me?

(thanks leo for this forward email)

2008-05-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

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(purposely done like that)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7NYO2fOMUk&feature=related

very nice go here.
whenever i hear this...i feel like crying. The lyrics seem to say what i want to say~

2008-05-25T02:36:00.005+08:00

gd mornin all^^
its about 2.36am in the mornin =)

a few hours ago just went to find stella~lol
she angry with me in maple.
she dont trust me, say wana break up with me. made me super sad and confuse.
haha~ i dont how many times my "weak" heart can take it.

O yar...some times since update coz... grandpa passed away on 19May, which is Vesak day. thanks stella she pei me for many days =))) once we both too tired...just laid on the same bed and sleep.
and then the last day she mornin came, while i was slpping she hop onto me...i rmbed i screamed...coz i was sleeping~ and she scared me! lol
<3

++school++
having missed school for quite many days...i hope someone can help me get back to track...next week is last week den 3 weeks hols. gona work hard in the 3 weeks coz after that is exam le =(

anyway~ till here =) do take care everyone^^

~early in the mornin
~the wake
~the wake2
~just for u Evangel1204

2008-05-19T15:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VESAK DAY everyone^^

ytd was fine~...went to Bedoksports hall to be referee
was really tired
wish for a hug... >.<
so i just sat and click click click...
maybe need gain more experience.
i was there from 9am-7.30pm...

den i buy KFC!^^ yummy! don care sick liao...just eat! =X once only okie?

++hate++
i hate/dislike ppl who smokes...the smell is so unpleasant. i will be very disappointed if someone close to me or my friends do so. but i wont try to stop, human can think and feel. should know what it can do to you~ SAVE THE EARTH (",). the end

Stella~miss you o...got anything other things u haben tell me? >.<

2008-05-15T21:15:00.004+08:00

hi all^^

went back see the doc, got a kid's illness... =(( lucky not very serious de...but my throat hurts a lot a lot...

so surprise someone came to see me...despite risking the chance i would infect her~

she was stella~

i never know its so...nice when you are sick and lying down, someone came and says... "hmm...see u like this i very sad o...." "get well soon okie..."

den she cooked herself maggi mee...lol...

and we watched shrek ^^

darling...hope u'll remain this happy mood =) muacks <3

one of the greatest dismay of not going school for 2days...is that i cant meet my members to discuss our final year project =(... sob sob

anyway...thanks to lionel killed the virus...and maple new patch, i downloaded auditionsea...Jas aka wuglet fave game! haha...she super pro fingers. she let me leeched. thanks^^

my ID is "umeus" anyway i am a noob =)

++pls....++

i want recovered soon...be4 wuglets bday...and sun the best...coz..i need to officiate competition. I WANT! =(

~hey...dar why hold my phone?

2008-05-13T10:56:00.003+08:00

lol...

firstly, i must thank lionel, the Pro-ist computer guy i met. He helped me to clear the virus in my laptop^^ thanks very very the much ^^ owe u one ~!

lol!!!

i am sick~ maybe the virus in the laptop came to me...headache=might be due to thinking too much, fever + dizzyness...wa~ got stars!!! on my head... Oo!!! lol

btw...

stella please see this-->

haha!!!

muacks <3

all take care okie^^

2008-05-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

STRESS~

1st: laptop got virus

2nd: stella angry with me for some reason~which i never do anything to make her angry

3rd: modules so hard, many things i dont understand

4th: same as 2nd, mentally tortured, thinking what i've done wrong

5th: keep it to myself

2008-05-10T22:53:00.007+08:00

hey all^^

lol~~~
ytd...STF(s'pore tkd federation) called me to help officiate a competition as referee next sun, 18 may. yay!!!~ lol! though excited but...that will mean i will hold a responsibilty for my actions... =)

Stella darling...always come my house le...just now i watched movie with her ^^ i love u o~
i know i am 19~ i see myself as a boy still~ but i can think like an adult~ and i know whats right and whats wrong~ i treasure you~ is one thing~ do u? <3

miss you already =V

wa~school's boring!!! lol!!!

o yar...5july is my grading. GOSH!!! I AM GONA CHIONG THIS!!! i WANT be 2nd DAN!!! +DDD btw..got a new course...is be sparring de referee...think i might take part..coz i poomsae referee le...one more...also good. lol.

~@ library slpping

~>.< ~1 2 3 ^^

2008-05-07T22:40:00.005+08:00

yo all^^

its week 4 of sch already^^
as usual~ the lectures are always so comfortable to fall asleep xD
i had premonition...that i will be quite busy because of the FYP-final year project, which me and my groups are doing about aircraft battery

last sat went to attend the poomsae referee refresher course...LOL~ i think i can be a referee liao...maybe next competition i shall go officiate...at least i am now better than last year which i just became one. ^^

Tmr is VS day. times flies. but your heart remains with me~yes i will.
" i rather have bad times with u, then gd times by myself ..."
nothing is more important~

i love you~

-can see me?

2008-04-29T18:24:00.005+08:00

hey all^^

"
is it that after reasoning and arguing and debating then we can be closer! hahaz...but thats not the point^^ the point is i love u <3

and glad you know =)

wouldnt you be touched if someone wakes up early purposely to go school with him...
wouldnt you be touched if someone put a side some time everyday to meet her love...
wouldnt you be touched if someone msges him every single day...
wouldnt me be touched if i am that lucky guy?
of coz i will be devoted~ and wished it never ends.

sorry for my openness in my last time~ younger~ its all over. I've grown up. <3
you knows whats important to me...
you knows what makes me laugh...
you knows why we are still together...
you knows almost everything (",)
&
you know i miss you most.

"
wa~3rd week of school already. I tried to stay awake in lectures to find myself falling asleep again. lol! i guess the lecturers got sleeping gas! =P

I DONT CARE~ i gona take my 2nd dan in July!!! lol-stubborn vic! later fail then HAHA!!! (HAHA=i love u) gona tink of a plan to pass!...o yar..sat goin that NTC again...referee refresher course, dono can make back home not...coz i forgot everything~~so maybe get detained 4eva? =D

SO HAPPY thurs is hols! first hol from my HOLS??? yea!..rmb my ITP =! holidays! =)))))) badminton right? stella go la go la <33

let me now show some pics =XXX

--totally shocked to see this
--yay! gona end lesson^^
--eh, y u lookin at cam, suppose to be secret shot
--emo elmo's stella! =X

2008-04-27T16:14:00.003+08:00

"
U have hurt me~
you mind my past.
till now, i never knew i got a 'past' that trouble people.

my all dearest friends...
why didnt you all tell me i got this problem?

i feel like i am not a normal guy anymore.

PS: i dont blame my friends, i dont blame my pictures, i dont blame my camera phone, i dont blame my school, i dont blame anything or whoever. I Blame myself~ if not not myself do all this where will these things happen unknownlingly?

i still love u.

"

2008-04-22T13:18:00.006+08:00

hi every one^^

its tuesday^^ 2nd of the new study term!

knows my timetable? (summarised)

Mon 1pm-5pm

Tues 8am-1pm/5pm

Wed 9am-3pm

Thur 10am-5pm

Fri 8am-12pm/5pm

recently learn how to skate with Stella~ lol...we had a nice luff over there^^ she planned to make me fall!!! then hor..i didnt fall for her trick, but fall down when standing still...dono y! lol

but very funny la! coz i dono how to skate! HAHA

we also got watched a movie tgt~ dono wad name ah! (",) ^^muacks <3

i love u u love me?

yesterday, went to meet my guildmates^^ realife!!!! LOL!!! didnt expected what they looked like^^~ but seems not bad to me^

--DinastyDevil rocks^^

--Devil + DinastyDevil rocks^^

--pretty dar

--^^

--Er...

--DA DAN!!! yeaH

-- <3>,<

2008-04-19T09:41:00.008+08:00

I love you Stella <3>

-- isnt it nice? =P
--hug it like u would hug ViCtor >.<
--hey u, so cute ^^

-- =D
-- <3

-made her angry, hope she forgive me...give me another chance >.<

-she 4give me le ^^ so happy =)

-i love u <3

2008-04-14T20:15:00.002+08:00

haha!!!

welcome back to sch!!!

I HATE SCH!!! I LOVE U!!!
ZZZ

hahahahaahahah!!!!!!!!!!!
zzz

tired la! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

bye la!

2008-04-12T09:20:00.004+08:00

hahaha!!!!!! long time no update =P

and now i update = end of ITP ~~

finally, 9 weeks of attachment is over. And i got all "A"s. next week start school again! and i am year 3 le!!! so fast ^^ i will miss Eurocopter, i will miss Nasir's vulgarities, i will miss ViC's teachings, i will miss the helicopters... its okie...i am okie ^^

cant believe i =(... on thurs. lol...too many things were in my mind ~~

btw= someone very nice O~ pei me go work for 2 days^^ <---next time then tell u all is who =P

ma hal ki ta~

O yar...today sat le...got tkd course^^ after that gona celebrate a bday=stella's, kekeke.

okie la, i write till like that, prefer use pictures =) (coz i lazy)

~i like this drink, and the person who drank with me
-clamp u ah!!! =X
--stupid instrument, need upside down 2 install

--BIG VIC & small vic
--AH BU!!! & vic

--yusoff & Vic...omg, my bday present!! =.=!!!
--in the avionics room,last day le =(...
--NASIR!!! turn around!!!
--my gifts of sweet'ness for the depts^^

2008-03-30T09:44:00.007+08:00

HAPPY SUNDAY EVERYONE^^
long time no see, keke

coz was sort of BZ~~
anyway...its just 2weeks left to end of my 9 weeks attachment =(
happy to leave soon but also sad to leave, will miss many people them, despite they are crazy in some ways =D

let me show you all some pics again^^

--install speakers
--make the screws nice nice
--working on a box called 19G
--this is connector
--remove antenna

last friday also got paid =)))

anyway, got one singer sings not bad, yang zhong wei's dove,nicenice

++maple++
ahahaha~my guild can take 90--> now i tinnk got 85
pics^^

--help~~
--AHH
--nice^^

O yar..next week like things =X

2008-03-18T22:02:00.006+08:00

yo all^^
keke...a bit bz to update

haha
anyway...left one 3 and a half weeks to end of ITP. and just now...my lecturer came to visit.^^
did take a pic

and also did a few things la.. wana describe but long =) so shall put pics ^^

ALSO...happy bday to all march people =))))))))

http://dinastydevils.ning.com/ this is my maple guild's group

--charging batt
--connect pins
--look carefully...its a Super puma flying
--beware batt has Volts..zzz
--wads this? i am surprise its a washer
--LO and us

2008-03-09T21:40:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VICTOR & GORDON^^

nice^^

ytd, went to Science centre with wugui^^ that ghost always disturb her!!!

we went to see the omnimax...DINOsaurs alive...i feel i was more alive than the dino!!

den we went into the centre see things!

not bad...quite a lo things...n quite many people^^ JAS-it was fun^^

--ViC and fren

--mummy!! run!!

--jas and alien

sun-jus now^^...went Hgmall...meet jas,yiting mei, n her fren,jody ah? lol^^

wah!! got helo kitty cake^^ xiexie^^ n thanks 4 the present^

--the cake

anyway...i had a great time taking Screenshots with my guild members^^ show you later^^

--nice^

thanks to all the people who gave me their wishes^^ (sori if missed u, just tell me)

thanks to:

simin

yiting
gina

berry

lum

ghost

wugui jas

hongqing

rac

dom

andrew

raymond

benazir
honghan

ping chong

melissa

yonglin

daryl

raine

chuyuan

nbl

sam

jiayi

jeremy

josh

evon

gordon

seokchin

+family^^

etc etc

and to my guild members^^ (u noe who u r)

lol..tmr got work again liao! so fast ^^

take care all^^ <33333333

2008-03-08T08:42:00.005+08:00

HAPPY MARCH ^^

happy month!

this marked the finish of one month of work in Eurocopter =)

super happy... why? all i can say is that, its tiring. its sort of haiz...when you know nothing and trying to learn. it seems very peaceful in there but internally quite scary. example, like got 4 'gangster' as the head of the departments. vulgarities...act big...thats the way they show their 'power'...

what dont kill me makes me stronger ^^

again...let me show some pics

--finding components to install box
--tie wrap the wires and check
--sealant i always do

--testing batt ok for charging
--sand the box which was very dirty
--use label machine
--revive the look of the box
--use hot air gun/machine for wires

IN maple: thanks magiboonz for helping me create the DD webpage^^ i gona make it a guild people will beg to join =) haha..kidding. if done i will show you all the link

anyway...sun1pm gona have a guild screenshot. wonder will succeess a not.

yay...sat le...later going science centre with wugui JAS. lol!!! see dinosaur? cool, keke!!!!

last thurs,sir no come take class...so i take also...give students mock grading =X failed a few of them =) let them learn and pass it in the actual. gdluck to them.

LASTLY, gdluck to those got results^^ and =) for them as it is over

2008-02-27T06:05:00.003+08:00

Singapore Polytechnic 2007/2008 S2 Examination Results
Student ID: 0611891
Name: HO YAO TONG VICTOR
Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade ---------------------------------

LC0303 - 2 - A
MS5266 - 4 - A
ET0906 - 5 - A
ET0429 - 5 - B
ST004B - 2 - C
ET0905 - 4 - C+
ET0423 - 4 - C+

SEMESTER GPA: 3.192
CUMULATIVE GPA: 3.545

ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE

- This email is for notification purpose and not an official copy of the examination results.
- This is a computer generated email. Please do not reply to it.

+___+
sob...deproved...expected =(...
nvm...work harder at year 3 ^^

gdmorning all^^ going to work liao =)

2008-02-23T09:15:00.004+08:00

WAhaha!!!
hi everyone^^
not bad...2 weeks of ITP already...left 6weeks!!!

right now i am a little tired still, luckily sat and sun no work. today there's airshow, actually a few days ago they were rehearsing, as my company is rather near changi, i saw a few of it =)

got heart shape somemore..zzz

so this week i did quite a few things, let me show u all some pics =D

--arranging screw and bolt boxes
--prepare sealant
--to seal the antenna
--A380 above my head!!!

O yar...tmr is sun..9am-12pm got a tkd course! =( cant wake up late le...

anyway...i misses my friends, u all. so take good care of yourselves (",)

2008-02-15T22:21:00.004+08:00

haha!!!
ITP starts liao!!!

ZZZ
1st day...as instructed, when to PLAB-paya lebar air base. guess wad...2 DARE(aeronautical) student came and snatch my job!!!...realy idiots!
makde me so lost coz first day...lost job.

2nd day...whole day at home...feelin uneasy as classmates all workin..and i at home^^
finally late afternoon...got a call..yay..i got a job
"EUROCOPTER South East Asia"
its at loyang...repairing and making?...maintaining HELICOPTERS!!!
1st day at word(wed)..i get to sit on a helicopter ..no fly la. first time sit^^fun!!!

=) the rest of the days till fri...
feel like writing but sianz...coz also need write a report^^ hahaz
anyway, got take few pictures^^

must thanks those 2 idiots for snatching my job, if not i would not even have the chance to touch an aircraft^^^^^ =)
sort of tired! sp hapi finaly FRI^^

--my company
--ViC and a copter
--the wires below copter
--stretching leg while lookin up at wires

hapi belated V-day^^

2008-02-11T05:49:00.000+08:00

GONG XI GONG XI!!!
wish everyone had a nice lunar new year^^
and many hongbaos

guess what?
i am working today =/
seriously dont know what will i be doing!

anyway, take care =)

2008-01-26T12:22:00.000+08:00

yo all!!

two exam papers passed. MCT and AEF.

MCT was okie. AEF =dead. haiz

mathes and servo left!

mon and thurs^^

haha...i knew a maple fren called 'sugarpink' so qiao...she living in hougang...zzz... just one carpark away from me. i look out at my kitchen can see her block le! so qiao right!!! also 18!^^

anyway...my guild "DinastyDevil" has 60 members liao^^ and i am level96.

--this is my maple aunt made 4 me de

looking at my "grave". zzz

take care all^

hope those got O levels or got exam~ gdluck^^
not good/well de...dont too sad.its not end of the world =/

2008-01-19T16:39:00.000+08:00

hi all<3

exam gona be next week & i am trying to concentrate and study =)

i am also trying hard to stay relax.

if you ask me hows this sem~ i think its bad! maybe its due to the lecturers i am getting. they are kind helpful. but some...maybe i am not adapted to their teaching methods. =X

anyway. Thurs nite went to meet that airforce guy to pass him all the forms. and also meet another SP guy same with me going to that payalebar there. den he briefed us a little, at least i am not that lost =)

these days keep raining! sobsob. sometimes want to find someone to talk rubbbish also dont have!!!!

=XXXX

show you all this picz!!!!

nice rite!! cute rite!!!

i miss her!!! (as if i had one)

O rite~ i shall write till here^^ take care ALL!!!!

2008-01-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

HI all <3
wah...this week a hectic week!!!

monday!!!---servo practical test!!! sickening! daredevil me and gordon and yewyong took th paper(got 2 different papers) which others dont want take. coz that paper no one has practised it yet!!!
sianzzzz...den we 3 so funi la..keep making noise...eeek...like...rolling our chairs over each other and smile and say "die..haha...how do ah? "
wahaha after all...the lecturer very kind...he helped us adjust...hope wont fail badly or just pass will do^^

==

next~tuesday!!! went early for mathes to hand in the project...only zoo and me went. great man...i solved the last question of the project!!! =) after that was OOP's interview...zzz...i anyhow...coz...i dono la...thanks ken who helped me a lot =)

O yar~~rmb my ITP? zzz 2 airforce guys came my house give this -->

... coz they cant find my hp number to call me. coz the lectuerer in charge canot be found. and also i am finding him since fri...mon and tuesday... yesyes...inside a lot of forms to fill in...thanks simin for helping me ^^

WED~~
called the laptop insurrance company...asked me to go ACER(jurong) to get a quotation
so after that then can claim money for repair. sob. so went to sch from 8-10pm den 11++ went dere...got the paper. thanks simin again-she helped me scan to com!...coz need email back to the insurrance bout it. ZZZ den after coming out of that ACER company, went back to sch for GEMS test...it was okok =)
den guess wad...i saw that lectuerer in charge...zzz. i sit down buy drinks cz thirsty mah...suddenli a door behind me open...he was dere. (he appeared when i least expected).

btw-i saw JingYang(my classmate) in a saloon,gona trim hair...at hougang, he stay in sengkang. Oo

Thurs~~tmr going school just for one hour, maybe go hand in RWP. i am lost. anyway, 7+ gona go hougang mall meet that airforce guy pass him all the forms! ...gave me only 2 days to fill in so many things.

i need to study!!!!!!....someone please...keep reminding me to study!!!

okie!!! take care!!! <3

++attitude++

i hate ppl with attitude problem. to be short...some ppl in my class attitude reali like vaccum cleaner! sori ah..i reali cant keep it to myself liao. but i will not let u all affect me. u all siam! =)

2008-01-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

These are some details of the ITP placement for me!!!

Name of Company you are attached to: RSAF-AIR LOGISTICS DEPT
Reporting Address: 506 AIRPORT ROAD #02-01 534395 SG

ITP Start Date: 2008-02-11
ITP End Date: 2008-04-12
Time of Reporting: 8.30AM
Allowance: 440/Month

NO COMMENTS!!! ZZZ

this week is my quiz week~

tues-oop(dead),mathes(18/20)

wed-mct labtest(think will 80 and above~lucky its ez),gems presentation-no reheasre at all(40/50)
thurs-which is tmr...AEF labtest. thanks to zunairi for teaching me!!!

so kind of him ^^

gosh. after next week is my exam week!!!

ET0906
MCT
22 Jan 2008
9:00am - 11:10am

ET0423
AEF
25 Jan 2008
2:00pm - 4:10pm

MS5266
MATH2B
28 Jan 2008
2:00pm - 4:10pm

ET0429
SERVO
31 Jan 2008
9:00am - 11:10am

ONE irony:: many of our module finish its last lesson this week. i felt weird. lol. coz last week just came back from hols!!! yaya...projects all gona due date!!!

sobsobsob!!!

thanks to some of my module lecturers!!! they are kind ^^ when i go problems they would slowly help me and explain to me. For an example, my report writing lecturer, that time i did a practice and got only 54 marks out of 100...so i went to find her. she talked to me and then my test got 76. there were many other instances of coz.

anyway...tmr is opening of SP open house =) welcome all <3

O YAR~~my laptop's screen is...becoming so strange...like distorted. sob sob sob =(...

gona send it to the docs soon!!!

do take care okie. miss me can msg me =X

2008-01-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

WISH ALL OF U will have a nice and peaceful year!!!

<3

2007-12-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

YO all <3

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! i'm not late!!! coz got 12 days right!!!

lol!!!

Went on 4Sin chalet on 26 and 27 Dec. it was quite nice just that the attendance wasnt that good^^

i stayed, only 5. shiok la! so comfortable and cold!!! hahaz!!!

show you all some pictures!!!

--chalet door

--the beach
--bbq-ing
--playing games

--dono why johnathan so excited
--melia and ViC went for night walk
--serena and carol ^^
--so cold, gona leave liao (",)

--melia's present for bday^^ xiexie ,so nice

27Dec 10++ came home after chalet, went to meet up with star!!!

wah...she rich ah!!!

making $3000++ per month!!!

ZZZ (she younger than me by one)

asking her out reali very hard coz she super bz

after that still went tkd~~was super tired. we did many breakfall...i slam my hand onto the ground...zzz...pain pain! but was okie. coz i think my body was already exhausted to feel pain

28Dec, went walkwalk with JAS...lol!!!

fun ah!!!

we walked a lot!!! sori no see jelly!!!

next time okok? ^^

29Dec...is..today!

guessed i gona go out eat with parents@!!!

be good boi!!!

++fact++

i accept the fact i lost a fren =) u take care ^^

++school++

ahhhh....school gona starts again!!!

sianzzzzzzz!!!!

haha... wish can play bball before it starts.

++maple++

started a guild called "DinastyDevil"

till here orite? <3

miss you all... ... take care

2007-12-24T12:39:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE to everyone <3
soon
MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone <3

may u all have a nice and white christmas!!!^^

Its the 2nd week of my 2weeks break. so good. can wake up late sleep late do whatever i want.

++sorry++
offended someone =(... sorry

haiz..think of it i sad

ZZZ

take care all!!!
hope to see u all soon!

2007-12-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

HI all!!!
miss me???

Last wed(5/12/07)...was our school's sports day! 12 MP suppose to come and watch...they did though. my course DASE is selected to go... i went too!!!..only 2 of my class ppl go. WHY??? IT was raining SUPer heavy!!! and there is no shelter to the sports stadium~~ we were given poncho...zzz. they still run and compete under the rain.
when i finally reach the stadium it was already packed~~me and a couple of other class friends no choice stand on stairs and complain "invite us yet we no place sit???" lol
den finali we sianz liao...just wear the poncho and walked out of it. so cool la...ZZZ

Last Fri(7/12/07)....went play badminton with john, eug, simon, vance, GH...rather rather rather surprised with myself...coz...i can wake up for the 8am game!!! Oo

Last SAt..suppose to go primary sch gathering...but...too bz..with some stuff..so nver go!..hope they enjoyed themselves ^^

This week..though the last week b4 hols... so many quiz and test and interviews! ZZZ finally its wed le!
today no GEMS!!! ^^

HOHOHO!!! its DEC~~~raining almost everyday!!!
snow coming???
yay!!!
christmas is coming!!!

<33333
till here

2007-11-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

LOL!!!

I am finally here!!!
Last week MST!!!

worst mst ever!!!
=(...

today wed liao!
got back total 3 papers.

OOP-38/100
MATHES-90/100
SERVO-75/100
and also rmb tat tym tat formal presentation? i got 76 ^^

haiz...totally unsatisifed with the OOP results. wana seek the lectuer for tuition!!! ZZZ its a kind of programming!!!

actually i wont be updating at this time. its coz suppose to have GEMS~but cancelled. but cant go home yet. coz..3pm got a talk about our 'ITP' at convention centre. =)

MONDAY morning...i witnessed a fight while taking bus 72. got one guyA behind me...keep sprouting vulgar...to himself. den a guyB behind him ask him to stop...so the guyA scold the guyB. then they pushed each other....one flew ouside of bus. ZZZ...they pushed me. luckily that time i was late for school liao if not...i sure...ZZZ ZZZ
den i turn around...saw that guyB pin the guyA on the ground. everyone was looking!

lol!...maple ah!!..L80 liao!!!...forth job come le!!!!....must train!!! ytd whole day maintenance so cant play! so sianz!!!!

3 more weeks to hols!!! still so long la!!! =( !!!

i write till here ^^

take care everyone!!!

(",)

2007-11-17T12:50:00.000+08:00

yoz! everyone!!! ~~ miss me?

i do miss you!!!...

sorri not updating so long ^^

busy in school.

2days more to my MST weeks, mid semester test. ZZZ

be4 i go revise...i shall update =)

JAy' song very nice, must hear and must buy. haha

yesterday was friday, had our RWP presentation. show u all pics later. (and no one jiayou me and wish me luck =( ) over liao la!!!

actually abit worried about MST coz...a lot of things i dont know! hopefully this 2 days i will suddenly know! hahaz... wish me good luck!!!

ITs november liao!!! soon will DEC!!! haha.christmas!!!.. HOHOHO~~still long.

few weeks ago, dad bought the 'transformer' vcd. wow...the actress, Megan Fox~~ so pretty! 21 yrs old only!

as i am typing...the sky seems darker...is it gona rain?

let me now tell u all my test schedule for next week

MON~MCT 1.30pm-3.30pm (dead)

TUES~MATHES 3.30pm-5pm

WED~AEF 5.3opm-7pm (half-dead)

THURS~OOP 3.30pm-4.30pm (dead)

FRI~SERVO 3.30pm-5pm (half-dead)

okie la...i tired liao...must go revise !!! ^^

O yar...i miss you! ^^ u?...yar u!

-group member so tired
-us ^^

-not bad rite?
-okie i think ^^

-Viknesh & ViCtor

-ViCtor & Siew Kae

2007-10-31T09:51:00.000+08:00

HI all~~~

today is the 31th october, last day of the month

i wanna wish all those having O levels and A levels --> +U+U+U

this week is E-learning week. at least it seems to be a break to me

but these are my task

ZZZ~3more weeks to mid semester test. really need bless! hahaz...

monday went to school for one hour~ listen to a talk bout 'Final year project' boring!!!

show some pictures...

--phone accessory from SK & ken
--wah...ppl run from lecture fast
--at the convention centre =)
--guild quest (GPQ)
--4 of us chiong Ghostship2

2007-10-19T09:24:00.000+08:00

helooooo!!!...
actually last week i got post de. it was a meaningful one but i dont understand why is it gone?
but nvm!
here i am again!!!

how was my week?
cool!!!
wednesday is SP's School of Electrical and Electronic Enginnering's 50th anniversary!
we got a quite nice shirt...played games...and had pizza for dinner. me and josh and ken and zoo played sudoku. lol... rather fun! =P

Thursday was yesterday!
my Sir's bday! i ordered the cake a few days ago! you see whether nice a not.
it was shared by me, dom, lum, andrew, yf, char, lol
aiya...show u all the pics can le =D

--the belt shape cake

--the helpers, dom, lum, yF

--Sir blow candles
--Sir cutting cake
--students eating
--finishing last bits
--US
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIR~!!!

--playing sudoku
--ouch~flash thru my head

2007-10-09T16:12:00.000+08:00

yoz!!!

guess where i am?...i am in school.
just ended lesson =)
now waiting for JAS to help me practice for tmr's audition!...
what audition?...
singing lo...
i bet $1. i wont get in!!! =(

but be assured...i will try my best.

so long no update here, any one misses me?

Oh btw...i am a level 70 hermit in maple already. wait till i got nice clothes to wear then i will screenshot the pictures for you all to see!!! =P

recently i've been sick!!! who cares??? =(...

haiz!!!...itp next year is my turn!!! i wonder what job will i get!!! if not i will be miserable for the whole 2 months!!!
ZZZ

now is the 3rd week since my scool starts...i still hate it but i love my class!!!...noisy!!! but kind and helpful...and interesting...just hope they wont get too vocal with each other. =X
a no CCA school life is also nice!!! really so relax!!! as in...not tiring have to stay in school for such long hours!!!

3rd week liao!!!...i still cant learn anything...perhaps i am slow but...reali i am slow. the books were also slow to come!!!
ZZZ~~will be wrapping them!
3 days bring laptop!!!~so heavy~ lazy to carry with my back...i use hand to carry it instead! =)

hahaz!!!
sianz ah!!!
i want to live in a world of comedy and total freedom!!! no one rules. i wana live in a nice country of greenland...peacefulness...quietness...
not a place...where must study~4 my own good. must work~to earn money. canot play games~no time. ZZZ

bye...take care =)

2007-09-30T19:20:00.000+08:00

Let me describe roughly about my timetable

mon 8-5 (need laptop)
tues 8-4 (need laptop)
wed 8-3 (need laptop)
thu 10-5
fri no school!!!

huh??? fri no school??? good lo!!!
yar i am surprise too!~~but the rest of the days quite tiring and sianz. and also the modules for this semester seems harder!!!

hows my 1st week?
super sianz!!! every moment i wished i can sleep if not playing games!!! first week always is nothing much...just some sort of introduction. and pay money for notes.

sian la!!! 3days need laptop! so heavy!!! coz got programming la!!! and report writing class! ZZZ
OH YAR!!! i remembered WED i messed my laptop~ my C Drive was lacking of space so i shifted my 'microsoft' folder to D Drive. it warned me if i move might not worked. i dint care i click OK. so everything went wrong la!...
therefore, i brought my laptop to school on thurs to repair. it was not a difficult problem but appears to be one. i know a new friend who is the one who helped me. lol
yay!...now if got laptop problem i can go find him!!!

hows my GEMS~ basic principles of IT laws
not bad!!!...in a cool nice lecture theatre at business block!!! kekeke! its about..laws...copyright...such stuff!....

okie...enough of sch...but tmr still got sch... ZZZ

hows maple!!! L66 onli!!! 4 more to be crab!!! yay!!!
show u some pictures. lol died picture

~~ i died!!!

-- poor bird

--using JOSH's 'new' phone, ViC ken weicong
<---who is she!!! a maple monster!!! JASmine! hahaz

she is L18. powerful!!! can cast wugui spells! and also cause dreadful attacks! lol!!!

hahaz...
hows everyone??? hope you all are fine!!! really!!!

2007-09-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

last night went to eat steamboat with parents...
half way eating...
a tile from above fell!!!
ZZZ
just a few steps away from me!!!
reali stupid! hit me how!!!
and luckily never hit those that are even nearer to it!!!

SIANZ AH!!!...
tmr sch reopen!!! what will my life be???..i also dono!!!...
boring!!!
ZZZ

fine!!!...
gd luck to me!!!
take care to u.

2007-09-22T02:09:00.000+08:00

HELO!!!

how is everyone????

no ans!!!

again!!!

how is everyone????????

i bet sure no ans!!!

anyway!!!

schools gona start in 2 days!!! am i lookin 4ward to it? NOPE. i am not. though bored...i still like to have lazing around kind of life. feel like waking up jiu up!!!...

lookin at my timetable. mon to thurs...super 'nice'. but we got a free day on friday! thats pretty cool isnt it!!! chose my GEMS~~basic principle for IT laws <--no choice =X

kbox last..tues. 18!!! yah!!! sang quite many songs!!! ^-^ w.u.g.u.i.

ppl ask what i do in holidays. i said i train maple. they replied 'no life'. hmmmm... i think its rather nice and enriching instead.

tell u...when i was 1st introduce the game...Level15++ i already felt boring and wanted to stop. but than got ppl KS me~~it encourage me to keep playing~~revenge.

i play also to try to understand why my friends enjoy their games and also why games are so addictive.~~which can made u play for hours a day! its a kind of...feeling...sense of achievement...and many more! sometimes a gamer's mind is hard to read.

for me its partly coz...i can made friends in maple. while real life friends 4get me, i still have digital friends.

i am commenting here...so that in the future i look back, i know on this period of time i am so lonely!!! hahaha!!!

luckily still got tkd friends...always give me face...play bball!!! hahaz.

got feel cert from SIR yesterday. 'unarmed combat' & 'wired to win course'!!! yay!!!

i got a lot of things to say...dono how to start...dono how to end.

nvm!!! school starts maybe things will get better!!! i dono!!! hahaz. i have come to accept many things...i will tell next time when i put all of them together.

HAH...its 2.30am in the morning!!! no 1's talking to me!!! normal?... should be. but if i go maple now...sure got!!! hahaz =XXXXXX

--JVictor roCKS!!! (L64)

4more weeks to my SIR's bday. hope to give him a surprise~~ get him a cake with the shape of my belt!!! hahaz!!!...possible??? dono! will try.

ORITE!!!

i am going to sleep liao! ZZZ

gd nite to myself & to myself & to myself!!! =)

n u all...my friends =)

2007-09-12T09:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday i had a fun time at the ZOO!!! =)

maybe if you had not went to the zoo for quite some time...u should check it out!

just take 138 from AMK hub bus interchange.

the cost of the admission fee is $16.50

hahaz...dint take too much pictures...only about 290 pictures with my phone =D

therefore i shall put out some of the nicest one =)

-the tickets

-3 giraffes walking like model
-hey...you are not allowed to cross that zebra
-hah...these lazing around
-flamingos

-this little thing blocked my way
-wo de xiao wu gui! xD
-monkeys dont run!
-leopard is shy
-O NO...the lioness smell food

-bugs...ZZZ
-ppl in rainforest?
-biggest flower!!!
-Arg...this hopped towards me

-mr croc so big!
-wow..so spotty horses..smiles to my camera
-maa maa maa...
-wah...this 'old' goat on a log
-MOOooooOOooo

-a new member in the village
-elephant rides
-wo de xiao wu gui 2!!!
-++rattles++ super active
--tortoise and croc living together

-the pygmy hippo...cute!!!
-my new friend ah kang
-wah!!!...disturbing the one slping
-peacork? =P
-ah kang 2

-nice bin
staring at who???
-nice swimming time
-GRRRRRRR ++bite++
-white tiger! gRRr

hope you all had enjoy the pics! =)

2007-09-12T09:02:00.000+08:00

1st thing 1st when i wake up today is to check my mail for something below.
GOOD LUCK to all recieving results =)

Singapore Polytechnic 2007/2008 S1 Examination Results
Student ID: 0611891
Name: HO YAO TONG VICTOR

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
---------------------------------
ET0088 - 5 - A
MS5265 - 4 - A
ET0087 - 5 - B
CP014S - 2 - B+
ET0421 - 5 - B+
ET0422 - 5 - C+

SEMESTER GPA: 3.385
CUMULATIVE GPA: 3.667

ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE

- This email is for notification purpose and not an official copy of the examination results.
- This is a computer generated email. Please do not reply to it.

2007-09-08T01:52:00.000+08:00

歌曲：西界
歌手：林俊杰专辑：西界

阳光越过窗沿

我在阴影里面

才过正午13点

就漆黑一片

没有人看得见

我心深处的阴暗面

只能眺望东边

你的世界太远

撑到想象的极限

幸福有多甜

可黑夜已吞噬我

就是拉不到你的手

因为我活在西界

只拥有半个白天

一到午后夜色就蔓延

虽然和你面对面

却看不到我的脸

感觉到你不安的视线

在西界的那一边

只能有半个白天

暗自祈祷上天的垂怜

在长夜的边缘

给我一丝光线

让你能多看我一眼

http://youtube.com/watch?v=5Qb0_nwmH58
林俊杰 - 大男人小女孩 (MV complete version)

2007-09-06T11:25:00.000+08:00

its me again!!! (i think i am telling miself its miself)

yeah!...maple

level50 finally.

so happy!...i finally have the courage to be leader for party quest =) i finally learn how 2 track (thanks josh). therefore i finally lead team into PQ with my tracks. & i realised i am a pro-clicker actually!!! =P

while playing...

i knew a lot of friends!!! so my buddy list increasing.

some names they call me

1-jvictor

2-mitor

3-jv

4-tor

5-jy

6-victor

7-j

~my correct one is JVictor. =D

till here! while i show pictures =)

~my wallpaper

~look...i can finally hold bball with my fingers. coz i washed it,the surface more friction =P

2007-08-31T21:44:00.000+08:00

1st-ly...

let me wish all teachers...happy teachers' day!!! =)

yesterday went to HIHS with honghan...be4 i met him, i knocked onto raymond. he was going for lunch. so i ask him to join us after he ate.

in the sch...we saw abriel & zoe

went walk one round the school...and had an eye-combat with mdm hayati~she was in lesson. hahz

meet ms lim wee keng~told us she gona wear her white gown with the veil soon (hehez u noe wad i mean?)

met mr ong~saying he very very bz...keep smiling..good...cheerful po. =P

++wavehand++ with LCD...

saw mr guei--piak...a pat on the shoulder.

saw mrs wong... "ahhh...thats ViCtor!!!"

saw mrs ganesan..."u see ViC made the right choice to poly...n i think his yellow specs suit him!"

saw ms michael...i praise her.."ms michael, u r still so BEAutiful..." whats her reaction??? u guess!

then...we were chatting with her...she mentioned bout the boy accident...

mic: u all heard bout the accident...a boy... ... ...

ray: bus 27? (<--i think is this bus no.)

mic: how u noe!

ray: i was in the bus...

than he went to describe...the feeling when he was in the bus... ... ... u wouldnt wana noe!

me and honghan were shocked to hear that. that was 1st shocked. 2nd shocked was...from MRs wong. she was describing to us how a notti student talks to his teacher... !!@#$#^ she uses the vulgarities the boy used! haha!!! i was reali SURPrised to hear! hahaz...

as usual..saw students...which we know... than leave liao... honghan treat us drinks =)

after that jiu went home liao.

its thursday!!! tkd nite! as usual...ask the students to...kick target. yeah!...charmaine hold target 4 me =) she seems 2 have some problems...which i think i unable to help but only can give moral support =)

today is friday!!!

late afternoon went to play bball with lum and andrew =(

more misses than in!!!

anyway...also saw cheng En =)

--a new friend.

--this is one maple monster which i will not kill

2007-08-29T12:32:00.000+08:00

yoz!!!!

happy wednesday!!!

so fast!!! times flies when playing games!!!

right now...maple patching!!!...got 4th JOB!!! cool!...but me only level 45~2nd job. 25 levels more then 3rd job!

--JVictor

anyway...

tmr going to hihs with honghan...at 2pm...visiting =)

suppose to go lunch~celebrating SK's bday de...but nvm...settle liao.

i miss wugui!

2007-08-27T15:26:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!

its HOLIDAY!!! =)
mapling...level 44 only...

what did i do on saturday? i dont rmb!!!...OH NO...nvm

yesterday! SUNday... at night went to P-parade....bought a running shoe...and a disc. Cao ge's karaoke DVd...wana practise the 'bei pan' if i wana go the audition. JAS will be my teacher. =D

monday...today!!!
went to meet ronald to get somethings...raining so heavy...met simin...and she lend me her umbrella =) xiexie! return u soon.

++4 sad people++
must be strong...must move on. people grieving. many. he will be always stay in your hearts. take time to calm your minds. help each other. things are unpredictable. got to learn to accept.

2007-08-24T13:16:00.000+08:00

YEa!!!!
EXAMS finally over!!! must wait for the DOOM day..which i think is the beginning of Sep.
lol!!!
time for me to play!!!

yesterday's ACS was dead. hahaz...many question i had no confident in answering! =X

this morning i woke up at 6am!...coz cant sleep le....than when mum came back told me a student of HIHS...had an accident.
thats very sad.
i hope their parents will be strong and carry on their lifes soon.

++yawn++

2007-08-21T11:36:00.000+08:00

HALoooooooo

++praypraypray++
pray that our exams will be fine~!

yesterday's CA was...fine! =)
should be OK!!! yeah!!!

now left thursday...ACS...
this a bit problem!...keke...
today and tomorrow will have to work this thing out...

okie la...update till here!
take care 4 now!
=D

2007-08-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

hahaz...

now listening to the minister's rally...

and also going through CA...

lEts sing!!!

kekeke

weird...exam period is always so sianz!!!...study study study!!!...

--i think i looked like this now!

who likes exams? sure there's somebody!!! weird people! =X kidding. exams is good to monitor your progress! =D

i hope this week past quickly!!! hehe!

--Just for laugh

1 2 3 lets fly to moon!

2007-08-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

歌曲：游戏
歌手：张栋梁专辑：王子

已经枯萎的日记已经变得透明

已经忘了昨天我在哪里

已经习惯了麻痹

已经无法对自己虔诚的心生感激

我不是没有留意小说里的伏笔

只是我已下意识说可惜

于是我停止叹息

给过的亲吻就顺手留在原地

(当时遇见你)

你的温度你的呼吸烙在我身体

(你转身离去)

我的世界我的全部单薄的回忆

不愿再相信不用再示意

爱情不是随手拈来的游戏

不会再轻易

因为一时感触而措手不及

我会很小心我有所顾忌

真心不是亲密言论的公平

我会记得你

留下的温柔而残忍的教训

就让我走着走着走着哼

就让我走着走着走着唱着

就让我走着走着走着看

就让我走着走着走着唱着

不会再相信

不用记得你

helo!!!!...so fast its saturday!!!... yesterday's paper was physics. dead meat! =/

anyway...last night i made something special for someone =)

monday's paper is CA. ooOOoo ahhhh!!!! ZZZ

2007-08-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

hahahaz...
wed's mathes... i think it was fine! =) should be okie! =) i hope!

tomorrow's physics should not be fine. coz i am still pretty confuse with the formulas!... there are no past year papers to refer....tutorial got answers. but no workings!? what is this! hahaz....

I wonder anyone remembered i am having EXAMS? =)
so few people wish me good luck!...right now i need it...
but nvm! HAH!

tmr will pass very fast coz my paper is at 9am-11am! =)

"breaking off changed me...you changed me...even the smiles...became a part of the wind...love is like a greenland...we once had it...now its filled with people who are hurt...an unblink of lone...

heart break changed me...love change me...wasted freedom...to get more boredom...the day when i'm not gona love...i look for new direction...but when i think of you crying...my tears went down too...i dont know why..."

its from i song i liked but i changed it a bit...keke...

"how i wish i can bring you to see the fireworks..." ++w.a.n.w.a.n++

+U+U+U+U+U+U take care take care

2007-08-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

hEllo!!!!
when's the sianz-iest time of my life. its EXAM time!!!...can play can go out can relax can do whatever you want, but i will feel very guilty!!! =)

what did i do on saturday???...O NO...i 4got!
did i play maple? i think i did! right now i am level 40! quite slow!!! ZZZ

Sunday!!!...
did i study mathes?...i think i did!!! right now i am doing papers.

Monday!!!...
what am i doing now?...i am hungry!!! keke!

I FEEL SO ZZZ!!!...i hate exams!!! i love holidays!!! i wished those who gona have exams...GD LUCK!...and those who had results back to...dont give up!...keep working hard!!! ....especially to my mei!.+U+U+U+U jiayou!!! GOGOGO!!!

anyway today!!! is.... is.... is.... chineses... ... ... ...the 1st day of the month!!! ....spooky.... be careful.... wahaha

i love u!!! hehe!!!

shall update till here!!! =) take care!!!

2007-08-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!!

watching the NDP on tv right now!!!... COOL!!!...platform's cool...ppl cool...everything is cool =)

thankful there's this public holiday today!!!...let me rest from the 'stress' from the last few days! hahaz =)

Sunday!!!

played basketball with eugene...simon...guohao...gina...jasper...! everywhere celebrating nation's day!!! =D

monday!!!

dismissed at 1pm!!! shiok ah!!!...suppose to be at 5pm!!! the lecturers never come!!! ZZZ thats why suppose to have a labtest...now postponed to friday!!! ZZZ

Tuesday!!!

ACS lecturer kept asking me answer question!!! wahaha. which 1 couldnt answer most of them!!! =Z AMMP workshop!!!! super sianz!!!...got to file our workpiece till smooth!!!...made me and kenneth last to leave!! ahhhhh!!!!

Wednesday!!!

stupid ACS labtest. cables...spectrum analsyer...signal generator...oscillosope. luckily i was able to do it!!!... coz last labtest... i was jammed. so got only 70! now i hope i did better!!! at 3.15pm was our AMMP MCQ quiz!...realy beri ZZZ. 25 MCQs from a thick book!!! guess how much i got?...quite lousy! 18 out of 25! =(...

suppose to go the school's NDOC de...but time clashed with test...therefore never go! aHHH!!!..

was rather disappointed!!!

anyway saw...hanbin in MRT... lol

Thursday!!!

today!!!... I WISHED SINGAPORE SHALL CONTINUE TO REMAIN PEACEFUL~for my families...my friends...everything that i desire are here. there's no other place where i rather be! This is the place where i wanna be!!!

Friday!!!

tmr still got sch! ZZZ!

next week exam!!! wish me luck!!! =(...

lol

share with you all some pictures!!!

--mother's love
--aircraft struck by lightning (from umar)
--a guy with a hairband!

2007-08-03T19:29:00.000+08:00

helo!!!!!
ITS FRIday again!!! yeah!!!

1st of all...congrats to lum & ViC...for passing our unarmed combat course!!! we have trained hard!!!

let me summarise my week....!

SUNDAY...
went for tkd in the afternoon...used my shin to block twice ken's kick... lol
see...blueblack liao!!! monday morning almost cant walk...lol...but walk slowly still can. =)

--taken today(friday)

MONDAY...
as usual...just that...we had physics laptest. mine was about lens...u noe those convex and concave lens?...something like that. i guesses i did something wrong. HAHA. but wont fail. at least 50/100! coz...got one question was to draw, it alone was 50marks! sure correct de =)

TUESDAY...
our mathes tutorial lecturer came back le. heard she had a car accident. she really recover liao. very obvious coz she gave us many tutorial questions!!!!
after that...there was the AMMP practical...this week...our assignment was to...screw the nuts/bolts...with the correct force. too much will cause fatigue(then will break)...too little will means it will loosen upon vibration. quite fast...but uses a bit of power.

WEDNESDAY...
had GEMS test(coz last lesson)...let me explain it for last time coz this GEM-general elective module, is a module which is not related to what your are studying...for me is 'microbes and diseases'. (totally not related to aeroplane). one of the question was rather funny!!! see if you all know the answer!

Q1-how long is the duration of handwashing
a) 2secounts
b)15secounds
c) 5minutes
d) 20minutes

after GEMS...meet up with JAS...went with her to a talk. its bout chemicals...career in it!...cool!!!...the chemical industry will continue to grow. just think...what does the plane need to fly? oil! what is your water bottle made of? plastics! do u know...theres about 80 plants/factories/companies in the Jurong Island??? billions of money!!!

THURSDAY...
lessons were normal =) just that...one of our lecturer did not come. I always call him 'slack-cher'... that was the last lesson...and he never come?! instead...another module's lecturer who is our practical lecturer came to take the class!!!...it was rather weird =) but he manage to chiong the last 2 chapters!!!
at nite...went tkd a bit earlier coz...sir wana give the blackbelt training. we quickly set the mat...and he trains us to do 'side breakfall'...neck was tiring!!!. Take class for warming up~i rmb i was always asking them to faster faster!!! hahaz...

FRIDAY...
after lesson..went to revise ACS's labtest(next wed). haha till round 3pm. after that...went to a very exciting place...where memory are curved and will stay unless the building collasped! kekeke!!!

AHHHH!!!
just recieved SEMESTER 1 EXAM NOTIFICATION

MATH2A 15 AUG 07 9am-11.10am T1A48 141
PHY 17 AUG 07 9am-11.10am T1561/3 41
CA 20 AUG 07 2pm-4.10pm T1561/3 50
ACS 23 AUG 07 2pm-4.10pm T1A47 122

++should i or should not?++

my School...got a 'starsearch(singing)', take a look at this...
http://www.sp.edu.sg/schools/eee/events/seee50thanniversary/register_star_search.htm

--this is the poster.
i feel like participating...hahaz...but getting the songs like a problem to me!!! i will think think think de... what do u all think?

++should i or should not?++

--rmb this? one tactic 2 stay awake! =D

2007-07-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

WAH!!!...
time fliesZ!!! saturday liao!!!

just came back from Kbox hougang de...so long no go sing liao!!!
its the person i went with most memorable!!!

before that went to hougang mall...met joey and his gang...and also met...huibin's brother.

lets recall my week...
wed...after school...meet JAS and went to celebrate mei's bday!...bought her gift and cake with JAS. haha...hope she like it =) we celebrated in punggol park!!!...

thurs...normal. nite got tkd.
Sir brought a plank which break liao can fixed back de. i did a punch luckily it break. also a front kick. but my knuckles super pain after that! hahaz...

fri...normal normal...met fulin for lunch at sch's kfc. =) all the while i was thinking whether i should go sptkd. in the end never. haha...

i hate choir la!!!...its coz of choir i become like tat la. coz made me dont have commitment towards sptkd. if i had joined in my 1st year maybe now i already a pro in fighting. haiz... i dont wana be fighter anymore. i just wana be a normal tkd guy. perhaps a coach. have i given up...?
=(...

O YEA!!!...my exams coming again!!! =)
must chiong again!!!! u and study is more important!

update till here =)
recently always raining! do take care!!!

--with my classmate, yewyong --yt's cake! pp gals!! cUTe rite!!!
--she camera shy!..hiding! =P

2007-07-24T19:36:00.000+08:00

Any one missed me???...hehehehe!!!!

hahaha

last sat!!!...unarmed combat. learned last 4 techniques!!! hahaz...
after everything...me and lum trained for 5 techniques coz the next day is the test le. haha...we trained under a hdb flat!!! hardworking right!!! hahaz...

1st we chose is...your hair get caught by opponent and u have to counter it
2nd we chose is...both hand grabbed by opponent and need to counter
3rd we chose is...back hand grabbed by opponent and need to counter
4th we chose is...to escape from a back hug and counter
5th we chose is...grabbed by opponent's arm and to counter it

hahahaz...so finally sunday le!!!
the test!!!...nervous la!!!...we were graded by chin kee shin!!! ZZz! hahaz...
thx lum...for not making any mistakes...and trained with me!! hahaz... hOOF!!!...went OKIE!!!
after the test!!!...we took photos!!! hehehe!!! SEE SEE!!!!

--friends... course finally over!!!
--my training partner, lum
--with the strict senior examiner, Chin Kee shin

--with Steven Sir who taught us all the skills...
--with my Sir's junior, cheng hui Sir
--Simpson and ViC

after that...went to punggol to meet someone reali special!!! hehe!!! that person was super sweet!!! =L

den finali monday liao!!!...spent a lot time on mt CA report and mathes!!!! =) mathes handed in liao!!! hope our lecturer is fine coz...heard she got in to a car accident!!!!
thx JAS for helping me print some stuffs =D

today is Tuesday... we had AMMP practical!!! hehe...had a few quick snapshot!!! wahaha!!!...
we drill holes through metals. very loud!!! we hammer too!!! my group include kenneth.
hahaz!!!

--hahaz...playing with the goggles!!!
--we are a group!
--our finished product...
--tools we used
--the room
--with this look...its always confidence...
confidence to do something funi!!! kekeke....
asked ken to turn the P.S.I of the gun i am holding...so that it can drill faster!!! take note that i am not listening to my mp3!!! its a ear plug!!...its beri loud!!!

2007-07-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

OOOOOOOOOHHHH!!!!

ViCtor is here!!!

wed!!! hehe!!! GEMS time i wasn't sleeping. the rest was half dead on the table or sitting like a zombie on their seat. i was drawing. hahaz...

den after that went tiong bahru plaza walk walk. and went to the top of a flat to see the scenary!!! lOOK!!!..super high!!!...mood was high too!!!

--wow!!!
--the orange buildings like fake!!!
=D

thurs.
raining so heavily when i was about to leave house. in the end i was 20minutes late!!!...when i rush there, ken told me the lecturer gave us 20mins early break coz i think his laptop got problem...i dono la. but i was... !@#$% hahaz!!! rush all d way dere...but still haben stArt!
orite...
after that solve mathes PBL with ken and Guo Peng...thx to our 'workingness'. we crack it pretty soon!!!
met fulin in the morning when i was late in NEL. after that i wait for him at NEL and went hougang mall for...dinner! hahaz...
den saw that pretty evelyn!!! haha
& on the way i bought a ticket for the fair today...from HIHS student. coz they rmb me ex student mus buy...

WENT home... ahhh!!!
grandma and mum quarrellin!!!... i was looking for hot water...i was msging sir...i was washing face...i was packing tkd uniform...lum was calling...i was so confused. GRRR!

anyway i rushed down suppose to practice with lum unarm combat 1st den with SIR. but i mSged sir..he says he not coming at 7. coz no 1 confirm with him. i was so ZZZ. den that lum...beri fun la! come down from his house but hor he uses the toilet in the CC(y cant use at home de)!!! GRRR! ahahaz
den training lo!...same same...but got kick target!...
the rest...
like this lo. =(

FRIDAY...today! shiok ah!!!
i hor...yesterday. purposely call lecturer got extra lesson in the morning so that i can ask my classmates to come...coz that time most of them skipped it. i msged almost everybody!...in the end..onli me and ken come! hahaz...
tink next tym i dont so kind liao! hahaz
den attend 1 hr ammp lesson.
after that jou went home liao. surprisingly!...in the morning and dismissal i meet fulin!!! wow!!!..so coincidence!!! haha!!!

went home. play abit maple

--this is me!

did i show u my new bag?
--this
lOOk...1st time i put my legs on the chair. beside mine is Leo's. guess which feet is mine!

sat...unarm combat training at ntc again. sun...test. i hope i wont fail. coz i am not good. i am not good at all. okok. i am lousy. hapi?... =/

if not wrong few more weeks...to exam! sian sian sian!! again!!!!

update till here =)
DO DO DO DO!!!...take care!!!

miss you all!!!
--smiles =)