hahaz
well well... happy september everyone ^^
though its 2nd today...yesterday 1st wasnt too pleasant for me. lol
lala was mad over me coz i was outside with friends and never tell her. lol. and then she starts her 'moody' mode. honestly its rather scary. serious. how i wish sometimes...she'll be more "endure". and understand me. not saying she dont understand me la.
all i can say is that she alwas feel insecure with me...and i am always a boy to her...and i know very little knowlegde.
1) insecure- frens...teach me. how to solve this problem. how to stop lala from spite-ing me when she angry. when she did that...my heart so pain. its like...wow...she says this to break my heart. anyway...teach me okie
2) boy to her- this i agree. coz due to my thinking...my image...my behaviour. does reflect me looks like a boy. actuali b4 we tgt, i told myself...i am 19 le...better be a boy now or nver. however, since with her le, i am determined to solve that...just that i need more time... frens, any idea how to improve me?
3) little knowledge- i asked a rather older person on this. and i kenna said back "hey u r just 19 okie...u think u can have so much knowledge than an older person?" actually i can have more knowledge, u know, traditional ways, read newspapers read books. BUT, who still do that? yes some. but i am not that "some". but i am sure...i know things that others dont, and others know things that i dont. help me on this frens...
Stella is a nice gal. and i love her a lot. but do all couple quarrel like how we do? i dont tink our quarrels made us closer. its makes me more scared. this is a kind of experience...very strange. i cant describe. but the feeling came from the heart.
facts that i cant change is: yes i am 19, she is 21. i have a nice family who cares for me a lot. i dont need to work to study.
P.S: lala...i know u will be mad with all my recent post, now we still got msg like 3-4 a day. u see this le sure angry liao. but pls forgive me...based on how i treat u, and everything. i just like to post about my life. and tell ya how i feel.