i am a weird person with feelingsi must pen this moment down..right now i am very sad...i know i should be. coz she just sms me "we break up la..." at 9.06pm. today is the 136 days together. looks like our love cant sustain anymore le. lollet me recap some precious things: i dont know for her...but to me they were precious...1) i alwas told her this "no matter wat u do, think of me"2) i will marry u3) i will leave u if u r stress and unhappy with mehonestly...this relationship means so much to me. until i dont want to let go...i'm used to her scolding and everything. she did do quite many things sweet de. ^^ they will be my memories. lastly...ty lala...for able to tolerate me...my temper my unperfectness my attitude my flaws and everything for the past 136 days. I've truly treasured our times tgt. now it has ended...i guessed i cant salvage anything...i wished u will be happy and be who you are like when i first know you. you've changed."you have gave up your dreams to do the things you dont like to earn money, i am doing the things i dislike to earn money to achieve my dream"-from a film, Singapore Dreaming. 
P.S: rmb this..if you are happy, i'll be happy too.